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been 3 years

N shit still gets to me n i dont understand why. I feel like she is the one who got away. I dont want her i really dont but things still get to me. I have to avoid listening to certain songs, i have to stop myself from being me in some situations because its like she took my inocence. I was so carefree and pg and unscared but ill never get that back. wow i had to relase this, 3 years n how can a song we used to sing together make me wanna cry still. She looks all girly n shit now n is straight b… Continue

Posted by Missy on August 18, 2008 at 11:19pm — 1 Comment

I AM NEW TO THIS SITE!!!! AND NEW TO THE LESBIAN LIFE AND PRIDE TO SAY, I AM PRIDE TO BE LESBIAN....

NOW DO REMEBER EVERYONE! U CAN ASK ME ANY QUESTION! THIS A 0% SPEAK UR MIND SITE AND CLUB.. IF U HAVE TO CURSE DO SO.. U HAVE THE FREEDOM TO SPEAK AND ASK QUESTIONS...JOIN MY CLUB: AMERICAN'S TO MOST SEXY STUDS AND FEMM: THE FREEDOM TO SPEAK AND THE FREEDOM TO BE ME.....LOVE YALL....SMOOCHES!!! U CAN ALSO VISIT ME ON MYSPACE.COM. JUST ENTRY CANDIEWORLDENT2008@YAHOO.COM AND SAVE ME AS A FRIEND....SMOOCHES Continue

Posted by MZ. Candi3 on August 17, 2008 at 10:10pm — No Comments

emotional chaos

just when it seems like things cant get any worse someone throws gasoline into the fire people show up that havent been around in years thinking that they are intitled to something that they are not i dont understand how these people think they can just jump back into the picture like nothing ever happened Continue

Posted by aeagle82 on August 17, 2008 at 12:14am — No Comments

I am who I am......

Hello Everyone, I am 43 I am a CNA I am married to a wonderful woman we have been together 6 years. i have 3 kids one boy 11 and 2 girls 21 & 27. i love music, and Friends. i love to chat and play games online. I love to fish and i love monster trucks,,lol,,,,,,if you wanta be friends that great just add me!! Continue

Posted by Cindy on August 16, 2008 at 9:50pm — No Comments

Кто скажет, Куда ведет дорога, Куда уходит день - Только время. И кто скажет, Будешь ли ты любить бо…

Кто скажет, Куда ведет дорога, Куда уходит день - Только время. И кто скажет, Будешь ли ты любить больше, Если сердце прикажет - Только время Кто скажет, Почему твое сердце тоскует, Когда любовь исчезает - Только время. И кто скажет, Почему твое сердце плачет, Когда твоя любовь лжет - Только время Кто скажет, Когда пересекутся пути, Появится ли любовь В твоем сердце. И кто скажет, Когда уснет день, Захватит ли ночь Все твое сердце Захватит ли ночь твое сердце Кто скажет, Будешь ли ты любить… Continue

Posted by Hannah on August 16, 2008 at 9:00am — No Comments

Where's the justice?

We, the gay community, have these politicians telling us that we cannot spend our lives in a union of marriage with the woman we love because we all are the same gender, and they can't even stay faithful to their own wives. Where is the justice in that? It time. It's time for us gays to come out. Come out and be seen. We are who we are, and we cannot change it. We need to be recognized. Who's fault is it for gays not being able to be married? The ignorant heteros or us gays for not fighting har… Continue

Posted by Sarah on August 14, 2008 at 3:54pm — 2 Comments

Guys on Lesbian Chat Zone

So this drop dead gorgious girl talks to me today and wants to cyber and i'm all drooling over what a bombshell she is and we start talking and she asked me for a pic- i picked out one that wasn't too reveiling and "she" quickly asks me for another one... so I say she owes me one... but she says she doesn't have anymore pictures... so i asked her how do i know she's a girl. she says she is a girl. thats all fine and dandy - but how do i know its not a perverted guy wanting to get a free look at… Continue

Posted by Val on August 12, 2008 at 6:22pm — 2 Comments

jonas brothers shelf i love this song!

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Posted by bree on August 11, 2008 at 12:33pm — No Comments

leave the shades shut

hate thrill and love left behind on the sheets all but dead memories heart alive with satisfaction the light cuts like a cold razor taste sight and touch mind racing on the streets stand quietly, travel softly on my innocence wild hand never touched a heart meaningless action, bitter reaction trust faith and lust dead or alive leave my sanity from thrust to touch to comfort tense thought melts my conscience Continue

Posted by Sarah on August 10, 2008 at 3:35pm — No Comments

Babbled Nonsense

Mood: Unheard Listening to: Lara Fabian- I Will Love Again Reading: Magic Study- Maria V. Snyder Watching: Dinotopia Playing: With the strings of my heart Eating: Fudge Ripple Ice Cream Drinking: Tea Here inside a voidless world I await a love the does not exist A powerful urge to run and hide Never again to show my face No matter how much the shadows frighten me I will wait as a rumble comes from deep within A quake that would make the world cry Tears of lava and mud I will be patient as the c… Continue

Posted by Amanda on August 10, 2008 at 12:26am — 1 Comment

I'm 21.. Why am I sober?

So I'm 21.. wooo hooo.. All of my friends were trying to get me to go out and party.. And me after a 12 hour day at work did not feel like going out or even being around a big group of people.. So I decided to go home and hit the sack.. I did drink a nice BBC tonight... but I'm not really interested in getting drunk.. I've had plently of that in the past..... soo yeahh.. DOES anyone think I'm crazy for not partying? Continue

Posted by kris on August 9, 2008 at 10:07pm — No Comments

Keep On Keeping On.

A very good friend of mine died the other day. I just wanted to use this space to say R.I.P Hector Alexandre Sharpov, you will be forever in my heart. And to all the other friends I have lost along the way, I will carry on for you, I will live my life for all of us. Continue

Posted by LuckyMyLunacy on August 8, 2008 at 10:30pm — No Comments

hi...

help.. i have no idea how to use this Continue

Posted by strawberry on August 8, 2008 at 6:52pm — No Comments

MEN WHO CLAIM TO BE WOMEN...

*what exactly is a woman? 1 a: an adult female person with ovaries *definition of ovaries 1 a: Ovary: The female gonad, the ovary is one of a pair of reproductive glands in women. They are located in the pelvis, one on each side of the uterus. Each ovary is about the size and shape of an almond. The ovaries produce eggs (ova) and female hormones. each person has the right to be who they want to be. this i will agree upon. however we still live in a world with rules and regulations.. people, w… Continue

Posted by ashlie on August 7, 2008 at 10:26pm — 6 Comments

Transsexuals

Today there was a fight that erupted based on one's gender. Now come on people if it really boils down to it quit being such a huge hypocrite. The same violence and ignorance spreading this site is alarming. Stop talking about love if you can't live it yourself alright. What I meant by that is the same rudeness shown to the homosexual community is the same hurt shown by some members on this site regarding people who are transgendered. The point is they have many close ties with how both are not… Continue

Posted by Rin on August 7, 2008 at 4:00pm — 2 Comments

Survey August 2008

All about yourself... First name?: Margarita Middle name?: I Don't Have One Like your name?: Yes, I Do - NOW Named after anyone?: My Fathers Sister Any nicknames?: Rita Age?: 32 (Damn) Birthdate?: September 5th Birthplace?: Albany, New York Time you were born?: I believe 1 in the afternoon Current location?: Vineland, New Jersey Height?: 5'4" Like your height?: It's Fine Eye color?: Brown Contacts/glasses?: Glasses to see far Hair color?: Black Natural hair color?: Black Dye your hair often?:… Continue

Posted by hottamale on August 6, 2008 at 11:09am — No Comments

A serious question....

Is it harder to be an addict, or the loved one of an addict? The loved one has to see the addict destroy him or herself and is hurt in the process. But the addict has to live with the pain and the torment of the disease of addiction of whatever form, whether it is drugs, alcohol, gambling, or even sex, day to day. The addict has to live with seeing him or herself being torn apart, and family being torn apart. The addict has to live with seeing him or herself hurt loved ones everyday because th… Continue

Posted by Sarah on August 5, 2008 at 4:19pm — 1 Comment

Describe your first.

I often wonder if a ladies first experience as a lover was a good one, surprising, bad, or if it was even thought of as a mistake. How many of us remember our first time and how did that time define us or change us? Are you willing to describe your first time and how it impacted you? Continue

Posted by theweofme6 on August 3, 2008 at 1:41am — 2 Comments

The Whale and Cow Chronicles

I know you all, always wonder, "Why do these two girls constantly call themselves, COW and WHALE..."well despite popular belief, it is not really because we obtain blubber or hooves, its because amazingly intelligent people such as CLAIRE and BEAUTIFUL have made it a point to see us as a couple of un-trainable beasts of nature. Now we have taken this to a positive nature, and use it to our full advantage. We fight as if we were a married couple, minus the fact different species marriages, are… Continue

Posted by Emily on August 2, 2008 at 6:23pm — 1 Comment

You

You are my sun and moon and I hope we get married soon because the flowers continue to bloom when you walk in, you light up my room. You are the stars in the sky please don't pass me by just give me a chance and I'll try not to cry. You are the love of my life why don't you have a wife I'll love you with all my might because you make my dark times bright. You are the one I've been searching for I've seen it in your eye's before your heart is bruised and torn But I can make it feel reborn. You ar… Continue

Posted by Sarah on August 2, 2008 at 12:59pm — No Comments

The Sickness

The sickness is spreading fast The world is desperate but vast At last, the past is never forgotten And the end is soon to be begotten It is sometimes talked about but never stressed No, were too busy thinking about whose best dressed Depressed from these crazy accusations We all got worried when New Orleans' evacuations But not for the sake of others, brothers who died because they were trapped Just because we couldn't imagine it being us, our mouths are wrapped Instead of letting our true feel… Continue

Posted by Sarah on August 2, 2008 at 12:57pm — No Comments

Addicted to Dsyfunction

Addicted to dysfunction Trying to forget my past Wondering about all this trouble And how long the pain will last Because there aren't any pills to pop How will I make my way to the top To take away the struggle The fear is in a big bubble Dysfunction is the leader and I'm following it The lies are food and I'm swallowing it I need some motivation and a real coach I've become smaller than a real roach I need love and support because my family isn't there They said they would always care But they… Continue

Posted by Sarah on August 2, 2008 at 12:54pm — No Comments

tomorrow is the wedding..

My friend Kat is getting married tomorrow.. A bunch of people from church from my old church. I dont want to hear "its a trail its just a struggle." speeches. Been there Done that. Heard em all. And guess what Im still gay. Im not gonna chagne i dont want to change. Something about my old church ya'll should know. The girls there think. they need a guy to do things for them. they think they are onle good for cooking cleaning and shit like that. they stand behind their man. Hell no, i can fix,… Continue

Posted by trunk on August 1, 2008 at 1:25am — No Comments

Take My Hand

If you ever need a real friend Who will stay by your side ‘til all trouble ends And the good times begin If you need someone to listen, hear, and understand Don't be afraid, take my hand. If you need a shoulder to lean on When your hope and faith is gone When you're all alone, take a piece of my heart Our blood is the same, but different is my name Your cry is louder than my band Have no fear, take my hand. When all is lost It will soon be found Place your feet on solid ground Scream until it… Continue

Posted by Sarah on July 31, 2008 at 12:40pm — 1 Comment

Spoken Word

My rhymes are undefined, undersigned Much more than a peace of mind Redefined, polished and shined Look in the dictionary for me Right under the b, yes best No matter what anyone says Any hood, it'll be good No one can take my mistakes away I'd rather have them anyway, any day I shine like rays of the sun And I don't have to run, I don't need a gun Because my words go straight to the heart and soul My mind is cold and I'm always thinking But your spirit is always sinking Just a spoken word, been… Continue

Posted by Sarah on July 31, 2008 at 12:39pm — No Comments

Oh Girl

Sometimes I wonder, why do I put myself into relationships? Is there a point? Is it going anywhere? Does the person im dating, think about me as much as I think about them? Does this make us happy? Am I really important? Im sure everyone I have dated has asked themselves the same questions. It's a matter of knowing who you are, and what you are comfortable with and what makes you happy. I am easily made happy and easily made upset, but thats who I am. I run myself into walls sometimes, with t… Continue

Posted by Emily on July 30, 2008 at 1:00pm — No Comments

I think if I ever

...have to read ANYTHING about Malcolm X, the white man and all of that other bull I'm going to rip out every strand of hair that I have on my head. Jesus, not everything is black and white. I'm also sick of those white teachers that go out of their way to show the African American kids in class that they agree with Malcolm X, and any another other African American that has fought against the white man. Boo hoo congratulations on following a loser that has done nothing for the human race. I mean… Continue

Posted by Stacy A. on July 29, 2008 at 1:11pm — 1 Comment

Hailey and Friends why we are so fucked up and dont give a shit about it

When I joined this site I really wasnt looking for anything, I had no expectations and for sure did not think I was going to find people I would be talking to every day, without fail. I am not an internet girl, i can barely work my fucking toaster. However, this being said, I am glad that I have met the people I did. *@*@*@*@*@ The names of the characters in my study are as follows. Emily- She is fucking nuts. But I love her. She is a cow. SO WHEN YOU IDIOTS WONDER WHY THE HELL I CALL HER COW.… Continue

Posted by haileyjane on July 28, 2008 at 12:29am — 2 Comments

Random thoguhts, somes serious some not. Feel free to read. and leave ur thoughts.

HMM... what to write?? I had to work frys today.. It sucked. OH OH!! i came out to my extened family! My uncle JR said "what are u going butch now?" me"yup" JR-"u know what butch means right?" me"yeah" JR"so your?" me"yup." then it ened. It was werid. But the person i want to come out to the most, was not there, My dad, See, my dad always wanted me to be that "girly girl" yeah that aint happening. Aug 2nd.. My friend Kat, is getting married. Im invitie.. A bunch of people from my old church will… Continue

Posted by trunk on July 27, 2008 at 2:16am — No Comments

List of funnies...

1. This coffee tastes like poopey shit!" -Alice Pieszecki 2. "What the frickin' frack?!" -Alice Pieszecki 3. "I think I really like circles" -Alice Pieszecki 4. "She has nipple confidence" -Alice Pieszecki 5. "My grandpa has spots" -Billy Harrison 6. "Heath Ledger died today from a drug overdose." -Me "Oh my God! Are you serious?" -Kris McGuire "Yeah, at least it wasn't Johnny Depp" -Me "That's true" -Kris McGuire 7. "You fill my blonde heart space" -Me and my sister Kalli 8. "If you e… Continue

Posted by Jana on July 26, 2008 at 10:53pm — No Comments

ONCE AGAIN!!

I'm not good enough as it seems.. and jokeing around .. aparently causes people to beilive bull shitt.. I fell in love with this girl... soo deeply..vividly.. feel like i couldnt live without her in my life..and now.. she wants nothing to do with me.. so here i lie.. heartbroken inside.. cried my eyes out these past days.. from her not answering my calls... I'm sorry that i'm not good enough..cause.. i realy wanted to be for her.. so much.. when i finaly realized how much she means to me.. how… Continue

Posted by ღStephღ on July 25, 2008 at 9:30am — No Comments

I feel as if my mind was just completely blown to pieces.

July 24th. at 9:15pm one of my friends was hit by a car. He died. He was walking home and a truck driver turned a corner and boom he was gone. I mena i feel as if this cant be real. He's Robbie, he's my Robbie. He's funny and energetic and he never gets mad or upset, he's always happy. He's my Robbie...but he's gone. I can stil hear the words echoing in my head. My girlfriend called me and it was about 11pm and I could tell there was something wrong. She was crying, and it takes alot to make her… Continue

Posted by Amber on July 25, 2008 at 12:13am — 3 Comments

we'll see what happens

So we werent dating but it felt like it. My friend thought sarah asked out a friend of mine. In the end it was just a joke. i over reacted. My friend just was protecting me. I was the last to know that it was a joke. I fucked it all up. I should have trusted sarah and my best friend. Said a bunch of stupid shit. shoulda coulda woulda but didnt. Me and her talked. we decied that we would wait till im 18. and be friends untill then. So we'll see what happens. It better this way, i think thou. I ne… Continue

Posted by trunk on July 24, 2008 at 3:26am — No Comments

Hey whats up everyone?

Well hello ladies... well i just added new pictures and I updated my profile so please check it out... I am new at this thing so bare with me! so i just wanted to say hello to everyone.... Continue

Posted by Judy with the big booty on July 24, 2008 at 2:00am — No Comments

love

i love. love is a deep well. so to is the godess the made it. for those who sit on the edge of love she sends her son cupid to shoot them with his arows. i kno of the arows and well because i have been struck with those arow and blunged in the waters of love. one of the godess great instruments sent to us by her good grace was willam shakespreare. the ink that sprouted from his quil ltellling us of tragedyand love. love love sweet honey love all this is writen by her hand. and i have loved lovea… Continue

Posted by cody on July 23, 2008 at 8:59pm — No Comments

DIDOS AND SEX TOYS?????????????

QUESTION TO ONLY THE STUDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A FRIEND THAT HAS A FRIEND THAT IS A STUD AND SHE LOVE TO HAVE SEX WITH A DILDO. I ASK HER DOES MOST STUDS LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH DILDOS ARE NO? SHE SAID MOST OF THEM DO AND MOST OF THEM DON'T. SHE HAVE A GIRLFRIEND,BUT ON THE SIDE SHE HAS A SEX TOY ( ANOTHER STUD) TO SASTIFY HER NEEDS!!! NOW QUESTION DOES THAT SEX TOY (STUD OR FEMM) GET THE SAME PRIVILIAGES AS UR GIRLFRIEND OR WHAT? WHAT R THE LIMITAIONS TO A "MISTRESS" OR A " SEX TOY"??? Continue

Posted by MZ. Candi3 on July 23, 2008 at 2:46pm — 1 Comment

random stuff about portillos

Annie is awesome. This asshole, he's a regular at portillos, but not anymore. He talks about sex all the tell. great huh? Says things like, me and jay should get to together(jay is a dude i work with, he is gay, he just dont know it yet) All this really stupid shit. Today he says "my son is hung like a horse, kevin show her" I walked the fuck away. he also said "if i leave a tip for 3 bucks will u give me a some cake?" i rather not get fired. They were standing outside talking, for a bit. Im in… Continue

Posted by trunk on July 23, 2008 at 1:48am — No Comments

Talk too me

Hey if you wanna chat just send me ur email. But i'm looking for a cute girl from Ottawa Ontario. Someone that's honest that's all am searching for! Continue

Posted by Melissa on July 22, 2008 at 10:13pm — No Comments

SEX

QUESTION EVERYONE! PLEASE BE HONEST! HOW MANY OF U STUDS LOVE TO HAVE UR PUZZY EATING OUT WHEN U R HAVE SEX WITH UR GIRLFRIEND R ANY OTHER GIRL??? I WAS JUST CURIOUS, I THROUGH I MIGHT ASK!!!!1 Continue

Posted by MZ. Candi3 on July 22, 2008 at 8:31pm — 4 Comments

Thoughts, opinions and some of My Poems to share ~:)

Sometimes I think the world just needs a Kiss...Wrote a poeme about it ...like to hear it? Hear it goes... KISS Kissing is a passionate endeavor, Kiss, even when you find youre not so clever Kiss, do it until it makes you feel better Kiss, it turns sparks into flames and ignites you within Kiss, its another reason to remember a name Kiss, instead of fighting or pointing the blame Kiss,it will tell you everything you need to know Kiss, imagine how much your spirit will grow it you only let go, K… Continue

Posted by *Estrella* on July 21, 2008 at 9:45pm — No Comments

My interpretation

My life is always up in the air. I am never settled in and I never feel comfortable with just one thing. I was raised to love, to cry, to smile, to laugh, to be that one person that everyone could count on. Ive been let down, time and time again, and my strength to care, is coming to a tight end. After all, people just want happiness right? Just to be able to enjoy what life has given them, what you have been given the priviledge to have. The life I live is a life I have worked hard to achiev… Continue

Posted by Emily on July 21, 2008 at 6:30pm — 1 Comment

how's this work?

My sister is doing the some thing i did way back when. Pretending to be something she isnt. She's dating my best friend. atound certin people they are dating. around others that arent, Hush Hush type thing. It sucks when u cant hold the hand of the person ur dating around certin people. I couldnt keep lying to myself. I couldnt live a double life. So i paid the price. losing friends.. But im still standing. Continue

Posted by trunk on July 21, 2008 at 5:30pm — 1 Comment

HEY EVERYONE! DON'T FORGET TO ADD ME ON UR MYSPACE PAGE. JUST GO TO CANDIEWORLDENT2008@YAHOO.COM. UP…

HEY EVERYONE! DON'T FORGET TO ADD ME ON UR MYSPACE PAGE. JUST GO TO CANDIEWORLDENT2008@YAHOO.COM. UP COMING NEW PICS COMING SOON!!!! Continue

Posted by MZ. Candi3 on July 21, 2008 at 12:59am — No Comments

just talking

I hate being so different. I feel so trapped like I can’t be myself. No one seems to understand why. I took a lot of shit in my life form a lot of people. There wasn’t a day in school that people didn't make fun of or second-guess me or just plain tell me I was wrong. I slowly slipped down in a spiral of self-loathing. Everyone turn into an enemy some people think, I guess, that they can use me for whatever they want and spit me out. I admit I don’t love myself as much as I should. I am struggli… Continue

Posted by jen on July 20, 2008 at 11:13pm — 2 Comments

Ah, Boston.

Now, I don't live in Boston, but this guy does--- A teacher of mine, (well, technically he's not anymore - he got into a grad program) sent me this article on facebook. (Having young teachers is really very odd - finding out homework over facebook - odd!!) But back to the point, he sent me this message: Did I ever mention why I love being from Boston? I just read an article in the Boston Globe that you're gonna love. The link is below. To give you a little history, although you probably know mo… Continue

Posted by Dana on July 20, 2008 at 5:15pm — 1 Comment

what a day...

Work a double. got in truble with the cops. got threated to be hit by my best friend. hmmm...what else is going to happen? Continue

Posted by trunk on July 20, 2008 at 2:15am — 1 Comment

alright alright, i offical dont know what to do..

So there's a girl. Her name is Sarah, but she likes being called Shorty. I've known her for 1 or 2 months now. She likes me and i like her. Alot. One problem. im 17 she's 22. She dosent like dating people under 18. She has a count down till i trun 18 in her phone. 76 or sumthing like that left. It feels like me and her dating but we arent. She says all these things to me that drives me crazy in more then one way. We have held hands. hugged and thats it. I really want to kiss her. but she has a t… Continue

Posted by trunk on July 19, 2008 at 2:38am — 4 Comments

Honduran Mountain

"Let's climb a mountain guys! We are really close to the tallest peak in Honduras." Little did we know that the tallest peak was about a 45 minute hitched death ride through some crazy windy trodden dirt paths called 'carretera' in the back of a truck. Carretera my ass. Like true climbers we stayed in the small town near the peak called Gracias of Lempiras. This is the home of Celaque Mountain, the tallest peak in Honduras. At 2,827 meters above sea level, or 9,273 feet, it is much taller than… Continue

Posted by GuerillaBird on July 18, 2008 at 11:51am — No Comments

Into the Sahara

While we were sitting in a cafe in Marrakech, Morocco one early July afternoon several men dressed in long traditional Berber attire approached our group of eight. We were the largest group of foreigners that I had seen around the area. Surely we stood out bright white and red against the earth tones around us. They struck up a conversation with the Canadians. Nez and I looked on, neither of us having much of a clue of what was being discussed. We just sipped on our tea and waited for them to b… Continue

Posted by GuerillaBird on July 18, 2008 at 11:47am — No Comments

NO YOU!!!

"so you can't change?"... these words continue to haunt me as i listen with very little enthusiasm about a planned reformation of me. a reformation for the betterment of "me" they say, knowing all too well that their innert most thoughts speak louder than a blow horn at a gay parade and their concerns for me is weighed upon the same scale as the concerns of a child eating a dirty sweet from off the ground. but never the less i listen because maybe if i pay 1cent worth of attention maybe just may… Continue

Posted by Camelia on July 18, 2008 at 9:00am — 2 Comments

Dark knight, rocked

Im bored nad im tired. I just saw Dark knight its rocked. Go c it. Heith ledger was amazing in it. It was funny, too. A fucking amazing movie. Continue

Posted by trunk on July 18, 2008 at 4:45am — 1 Comment

going from jessie to trunk. (a bit of my past)

alright.. there will be cussing in this BTW. I think anyway.. Way back when, i went to a church call Grace bible church. 6 years i went there. For a while i didnt say anything about my likeing girls, I went though a bi phase. When i finally got the courage to tell one of my choaches about it. I was on the stud keader, thing. I would have to step off if i wanted to be BI. I thoguht i was apart of something so i freaked went to Teen camp, waas brainwashed. Lost a good friend of mine.(me and her ar… Continue

Posted by trunk on July 16, 2008 at 3:30am — 3 Comments

The Morning After...

Wow, what a difference a day makes, huh? It was difficult to calm myself this morning during meditation - my mind was filled with last night and the passion had not subsided. So what! It is glorious today, The sun is breaking through the clouds and it is cooling off after a rain. The p… Continue

Posted by Meijiin on July 14, 2008 at 1:25pm — 1 Comment

just another day..

another double done and over with. Greatest partr of today was when Me heather and Jay sang happy birthday to a woman who truned 88. she had tears in her eyes as we sang. The little things u do for people could make their day a 1000 times better. Dont be afraid to do something for someone. A simile could do so much. As stupid as that sounds. Its true tho. Im sick of people trying to change me. im me. Love me or hate me. This is me. -trunk- Continue

Posted by trunk on July 14, 2008 at 2:08am — No Comments

morning

So i work at portillos and it sucks. its a job though. Doubles suck btw. SUNDAY morins sucks. why? Big old church rushes come in.I work patio. meaning i wash table greet people stuff like that. This one person came in and saw my ranbow pins, lady-"whats that mean?" Me-"oh this? its two female signs toghter" Lady-"WHAT???" me-"like two females together" Lady-"Do u support that?" me-"yes ma'am i do." lady-"ARE u GAY?" me-"im not gonna lie, yes ma'am i am" lady-"UR going to hell!!!" me-"and ill go… Continue

Posted by trunk on July 13, 2008 at 2:21am — 2 Comments

Love Defense.

Love is a strange thing. Common sayings we hear when people are in love kind of make me laugh. Let’s review these sayings, shall we? “My heart skips a beat.” Or the “My heart beats faster” line. “She takes my breath away.” “She stole my heart.” It’s almost like love is this Sadomasochist trap that none of us can escape. While many of us are suffering from heart palpitations, shortness of breath, or emotional thievery, we go with the motions. We experience physical strangeness when in love and… Continue

Posted by Ashley on July 12, 2008 at 11:23pm — 1 Comment

Opinons.

Drawing Process. CmC, I don't mind if you're brutal with your critique. I would like to hear what you think about my drawing.

Process:

Adding detail:(Thank you for the swirl idea, Ashley.)

My end result:

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Posted by Amandaz0r on July 11, 2008 at 6:00pm — 3 Comments

Subway

This morning was ...........interesting. I take the subway up to the medical school where my labs are. And I hate the subways. Always so hot and humid and foul-smelling. I knew today was going to be warm again so I dressed appropriately - to heck with the comments and leers that are unf… Continue

Posted by Meijiin on July 10, 2008 at 11:49am — 2 Comments

soo..haha

I seriously had a WELL and thought out blog post about something or other..and got drunk and deleted it :( boo lol. But I jus wanna say some shit and here she rips! God I'm such a dork.Ok well...I was having a talk with Mel tonight...an she's a cool cat yo...jus talking about wanting to find something REAL. It's too much to ask for I guess...everyone says..oh your time will come...cuz yea i had my time once and i'm not sayin it was not real but...shit a girl in SD...a small podunk state..in a li… Continue

Posted by Brandi on July 10, 2008 at 8:53am — 1 Comment

It's Getting Better All The Time

From my perspective, I feel that my life has changed dramatically in the last couple of years, but not in any ways that can be seen by outside viewers. When grass grows, it painfully sheds layers, fights toward the sun in a tiresome process of growth. But when we're sitting on our front porch looking out on the lawn, those struggles aren't necessarily so apparent. To those who view my life from a distance (and how egotistical can I be to think that people actually take the time to view my life f… Continue

Posted by Stacy A. on July 9, 2008 at 11:00pm — No Comments

Annoying.

I am just going to vent in my own blog about the things that annoy me when it comes to gaming. If you don't have anything nice to say, then you don't say anything at all. <3 Warning: I am a huge nerd. What really grinds my gears is when little, immature male species obtain the knowledge of you being girl within the gaming community. It is the most annoying thing in the world, it truly is. I would love to be unnoticed and just be able to play my favorite game that I'm actually decen… Continue

Posted by Amandaz0r on July 9, 2008 at 6:36pm — 2 Comments

My weakness

I was thinking, as I gazed absently at an attractive girl at another table, what is drawing me to her? My friend was talking to me, about her day, about all the momentous ups and downs that she experienced, and my eyes drifted to this woman's thigh and bottom, how they met and ble… Continue

Posted by Meijiin on July 9, 2008 at 12:43pm — No Comments

Just me is all i can be.

I stay up all night just to think if my life is going to be worth go on with. the things that has happened in my life make me